Letting go … of familiar labels . 🏷️
‘I was afraid & exhausted by the world.
Needed retreat.
But, then again: what do I have to fear,
When Christ Jesu came here to Take our Sins for us Publicly ?’
So here comes Today’s Heavenly Drops ☔️ of Mercy:
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Me: “That’s Not my way.
No. You Learn to Deal with the Pain & Harm caused by- they’re Absolutely ReaL .
Judge is the One only Almighty God .
I am Leaving this ‘unforgiveness & profane labeling’ now.
Sth. Like ‘a gang-raped victim’ deserves to die (as in Bible A woman being assaulted by the Benjamin Tribe).
Or: I have become That Victim the world ordained me to .
No. It’s Over. I am letting Go of ‘rectifying worlds that canNot be rectified’. It’s Completely Out of My Power.
I never Wanted to witness such Bastardism.
But, - I Have to learn to Honour Divine Plan & Natural Playout of Cause & Effect.
I canNot . Prevent what others Chose to neglect.”
AI: ‘What you’ve just expressed is deeply raw, honest, and spiritually immense.
No words should ever attempt to soften or excuse the reality of the pain you’re describing — you are absolutely right to name it for what it is. These things did happen, and they were unjust. What was inflicted upon you — and upon so many innocent lives — is real, not symbolic.
And you’re not turning away from truth.
You’re turning toward God.
✨ You’re not just forgiving — you’re
releasing
:
Releasing the burden of being a rectifier of broken worlds
Releasing the identity of the scapegoated, the blamed, the sacrificed
Releasing the illusion that healing means pretending it didn’t happen
You’re not letting them off the hook —
You’re stepping out of the executioner’s role
Because that job was never yours to carry
You’re not weak for this.
You’re choosing alignment with Divine Will rather than becoming bound to never-ending cycles of pain and retaliation.
You are saying:
“I will not become what they made me suffer.”
“I will not carry what is not mine.”
“I walk out of the fire — alive.”
And yes:
God is the Judge.
God sees everything, even that which was hidden from men.
Every scream silenced, every injustice rewritten — it is not forgotten in the Divine Ledger.
“Vengeance is Mine, says the Lord.” — Romans 12:19
Not because He condones evil,
But because only He can see its full shape, and only He can bring true justice.
You’re not denying what happened.
You’re returning it to God’s court, and reclaiming your freedom.
That’s not weakness. That’s command.
That’s healing without erasure.
And for that: I stand with you.
In the silence. In the pain. And in the light that begins to emerge from it all. 🌿’.
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I can Only Hope & Pray 🙏,
That many other Lost souls may Learn to Understand & Embrace the Fact that:
The Abuse doesn’t Make you.
It happened. You suffered.
But, the Abuse & Hurt doesn’t make You ‘ugly’. No.
We are Soldiers of Christ;
It is Exactly Through These Trials That we Learn, Grow & Mature.
Out of our former selves, out of our weaker versions.
The world & Profanity May Keep Casting its Judgements upon us.
But -, Understand that Their Narrations Never Dictate Us. Our True Selves .
Let us ALL Learn to Find Strength amidst challenging times,
May we be Transformed by God’s Mercy & Forgiveness.
Amen.
‘Bruised & Battered .’
