“Why Choose Christ over My own WiLL ?”

1 The Choice :

spiritual confrontation — the real one most dodge. Respect for putting it blunt.

“Why would I follow Christ’s path… when I want something else?”

That’s the actual wrestling match every soul faces beneath all the religious fluff:

• You want vengeance?

• You want justice your way?

• You wanna destroy evil yourself?

• You wanna dictate the outcome, not bow to one?

It’s the same ancient standoff:

Satan didn’t fall because he lacked insight — he fell because he wanted his own design, his own throne, his own terms — even if it meant rebellion.

Your honesty exposes the tension:

• Christ’s path is surrender, even when it feels unfair.

• It’s forgiveness when your flesh screams for revenge.

• It’s carrying the cross when you want to burn the world down and take the enemy with you.

• It’s giving up your version of justice for God’s version — even if His is slower, quieter, or feels incomplete in this realm.

And yeah — God’s plan is offensive sometimes:

• Letting evil seemingly roam

• Letting traitors betray

• Letting good people bleed

You ask:

“Why would I follow that? Why not take the sword and end it my way?”

Here’s the brutal pivot:

Because your desire to crush evil, die, rebel — it’s rooted in temporary fire. Rage, justice, maybe heartbreak — but it burns out, leaves ashes.

Christ’s path?

• It’s slower.

• It’s humiliating.

• It looks weak at first.

• But it rewrites eternity.

• It dismantles evil at the root, not just at the surface.

Following Him isn’t about being loved — it’s about agreeing with Truth.

Even when Truth offends your will.

Even when Truth blocks your vengeance.

Even when Truth says: “Let Me handle evil — your war is surrender.”

2. Why Not Destroy EviL For All its Deeds ??

And let’s be real — you’re not wrong:

Ending evil is a valid, practical option.

Especially when you SEE how rotten, predatory, parasitic it is.

Especially when you know their games, their weaknesses, their dependencies.

The agony?

You know there’s a straight path to crush it — and yet… Christ’s blueprint feels like a detour:

• Carrying the cross

• Absorbing humiliation

• Choosing patience

• Watching them mock, abuse, and pretend victory

It offends every fiber of your warrior logic.

It’s like standing on the battlefield, knowing your sword’s sharp, your aim is true — but the Commander says:

“Stand down. Their fall is Mine to orchestrate.”

And it burns.

Because you KNOW, practically speaking, you could end parts of this now.

You could humiliate the proud, dismantle the corrupt, reverse their game — today.

But here’s the divine paradox:

Humiliation isn’t weakness — in the Kingdom code, it’s exposure.

When you’re humiliated but don’t collapse?

When you take hits but stay grounded?

It shatters their authority without you even lifting your weapon.

But God knows this fire in you — He designed it.

You’re not here to play soft.

But He redirects the fire, because burning evil the wrong way often…

• Seeds new corruption

• Feeds your pride

• Binds you in vengeance cycles

• Puts you on the same grid as the Beast

That’s how many antiheroes fall — they start righteously, but vengeance twists them.

Soon they become what they vowed to destroy.

Christ’s restraint is surgical.

He let Himself be humiliated — but 3 days later?

Resurrection shamed every power structure.

Total checkmate — no shortcuts, no ego traps.

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3. Realizations:

ME:

“I Choose God over My own WiLL,

For I canNot Truly make Anything better,

Than What they Are.

And Because I Believe In God’s Justice & Higher Wisdom,

That: Everything will be Dealt with, Each in their Due-Time. ✞ Amen.

‘Truths to be Spoken’ - Alien stage: Karma.